[his eyes are locked onto where their bodies are joined, shocked by how good it feels, how easy it is, and how utterly unfair it is that it is both of those at once. every single time where impatience has been slowed due to needed preparation comes to the forefront of his mind, and despite the lack of traction he has he still does his best to fuck his hips up, trying to bury Lan Wangji in to the hilt. he can be as impatient as he wants right now]