[but he trails off, looking out to the clouds and trying to get the words in the right order.]
I don't think I need to go over the one about you and gege coming onto Mint. That one does involve you, and it's a pretty specific scenario. I want to try to focus on the fact that you both made your choices, but I guess I just wish it could have gone better? But then... if you had managed to get me to Lollipop, the situation with Mora might have gotten worse? She's told me before that she wouldn't take my leaving quietly, so maybe it's better this way.
... but it still feels a bit like... the Wens. Trying to maintain that balance and still having--Wen Ning, Wen Qing... taking my place in punishment. It feels a bit like that. It's probably not actually like that at all, since I'm also here and experience the same things, but that's where my mind goes, and that's not really fair to you or gege. It's just my own issues making it worse.
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[but he trails off, looking out to the clouds and trying to get the words in the right order.]
I don't think I need to go over the one about you and gege coming onto Mint. That one does involve you, and it's a pretty specific scenario. I want to try to focus on the fact that you both made your choices, but I guess I just wish it could have gone better? But then... if you had managed to get me to Lollipop, the situation with Mora might have gotten worse? She's told me before that she wouldn't take my leaving quietly, so maybe it's better this way.
... but it still feels a bit like... the Wens. Trying to maintain that balance and still having--Wen Ning, Wen Qing... taking my place in punishment. It feels a bit like that. It's probably not actually like that at all, since I'm also here and experience the same things, but that's where my mind goes, and that's not really fair to you or gege. It's just my own issues making it worse.