[time to plop himself directly into Lan Wangji's lap, back to front, and pulling his arms around him. a bit slouched down so his head can be against his shoulder.]
... it was something I didn't realize before. Because people go to sleep and wake up on their own all the time. So it's kind of silly to say "I don't like it" but, thinking about it... I probably don't like it because I've done it a little too much in my past life.
And I know you feel some responsibility with that, but it's really not your failings, you know. I'm pretty sure if not for this place, I would have woken up in Gusu with Hanguang-Jun nearby. So in a way, I kind of did it to myself, if the fae are to be believed.
Keeping up with one of us is trial enough, but you've been doing miraculously well with two of us. I hope you're giving yourself some credit with that, at least.
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It is fine.
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tugs on his hand a bit.]
Here. Change your sitting a little. Crosslegged or something.
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Better?
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Mm.
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...
But this is better.
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Easier speaking?
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Haven't really thought about that, but... maybe with this next one?
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Let us see.
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... it was something I didn't realize before. Because people go to sleep and wake up on their own all the time. So it's kind of silly to say "I don't like it" but, thinking about it... I probably don't like it because I've done it a little too much in my past life.
And I know you feel some responsibility with that, but it's really not your failings, you know. I'm pretty sure if not for this place, I would have woken up in Gusu with Hanguang-Jun nearby. So in a way, I kind of did it to myself, if the fae are to be believed.
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That one is also selfish.
I do not like choosing between you.
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tilting his head so he can look at him.]
You don't think I said that because you were with Sanren, do you?
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But yes. Also.
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I mean, the first day, yes, but didn't I tell you I understood fine that you and he needed that time?
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It is still bad.
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Greedy.
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[pauses]
If you require space, I would not wish you to stay for my sake.
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