[opens up the bond between them again; there's a steady stream of fondness and love, love, love that it's almost difficult to pick up on anything else in there. but there is also a small current of concern for him, his situation; an even smaller streak of possessiveness, a vehement mine as he takes a drink of his own tea]
[he feels overwhelmed; as possessively in love as he's ever been in turn, but with a kind of desperate starving edge to it that Wei Wuxian can only pick up on because he knows what it feels like normally. he feels almost like he wants to cry again, like he wants to gather all those emotions from Wei Wuxian and bottle them and hoard them by his heart...]
[the thought of Lan Wangji crying again frazzles him into pouring more of his love into the bond between them, spreading the endless well of it between them as he gathers him in close]
[it is hard to say: is it not? when you gain and lose memory it is so easy for such things to slip or to be charged differently. he has not lost faith, but certainly he is more afraid than he was before a journey to faerieland.]
[he does put it into words, because he can, because he's had plenty of time to say them to his husband over and over and over again.]
Lan Zhan. You mean the world to me. In this life or any other I would find you and love you all over again. You being with more is more than I could ever ask for. Setting aside any impulsive wishes...I can only do those kinds of things because you're with me. I'll say it over and over again, as many times as I need to if you want to hear it.
[repeats it with the same emotion behind it. his heart aches at how tender Lan Wangji is at the sentiment, scrubbed raw by fraught experience; he wants to keep him tucked safe, build back up their easy understanding. he knows that this won't last, though, and that this is all he can do]
[it doesn't matter that this Wei Wuxian isn't exactly his, either; in a way, he's speaking to all of them, however many of them there might be in the strangeness of timelines and other worlds.]
[Wei Wuxian is a different kind of greedy: he doesn't mind Lan Zhans being with their Wei Yings and knows they're content when more or less paired up without any confusion. but he loves every Lan Zhan, and given the opportunity will keep them all for himself and work out the details later]
Ahhh, I might be too impatient for that. I'll wait, but if you take too long I'll come and find you myself.
Why not? If it's a wish you're after, you can work on getting it here instead. I can't say how Lan Zhan would feel about all of the extra company, but I'm sure he'd get used to it.
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To do with this?
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--Ah! Yes. That happened when we got here. Wei-shidi and Lan Zhan are connected like that too. You don't mind, do you?
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It's not going anywhere.
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[it is hard to say: is it not? when you gain and lose memory it is so easy for such things to slip or to be charged differently. he has not lost faith, but certainly he is more afraid than he was before a journey to faerieland.]
With me.
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It isn't. No matter where you go or end up. I'm here.
[presses a hand to his head]
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crushes him close again; the words hit like a blow]
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he keeps murmuring Wei Ying quietly into his hair.]
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Lan Zhan. You mean the world to me. In this life or any other I would find you and love you all over again. You being with more is more than I could ever ask for. Setting aside any impulsive wishes...I can only do those kinds of things because you're with me. I'll say it over and over again, as many times as I need to if you want to hear it.
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Love you.
[but Wei Wuxian can feel the sentiment behind it; just how much his words mean.]
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[repeats it with the same emotion behind it. his heart aches at how tender Lan Wangji is at the sentiment, scrubbed raw by fraught experience; he wants to keep him tucked safe, build back up their easy understanding. he knows that this won't last, though, and that this is all he can do]
I always will.
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[it doesn't matter that this Wei Wuxian isn't exactly his, either; in a way, he's speaking to all of them, however many of them there might be in the strangeness of timelines and other worlds.]
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Ahhh, I might be too impatient for that. I'll wait, but if you take too long I'll come and find you myself.
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Yourself?
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...
It would not be bad.
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"That is a wonderful idea, Wei Ying, and I will bring my Wei Yings with me as long as you promise to behave and not toss them into the canal."
Why, I'm glad you think so Lan Zhan! You drive a hard bargain, but I think I can manage that much, because I love you.
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