[nearly reaches for a second seed, but then just...looks fully down into Wei Wuxian's face, into his eyes, the look in his own more than a little complex]
[looks down, a flicker of shame on his face. was he that obviously needy? it's not wonder Lan Wangji feels the need to draw a line when he's shamelessly throwing himself at him]
That's fine. Even this much is fine. I swear I wasn't expecting anything like that! This was just--me wanting to do something nice for you.
If you have other obligations I wouldn't keep you either. But...if you have nothing else to do...please stay.
[communication. come on. thickens his face enough to say it]
You said...you wouldn't hold me. But I really didn't have any other intentions asking you here! I wanted to treat you to some lotus seeds and that's all.
[the kisses are light, fleeting, across the length of his fingers; the curve of his knuckles; the thin fine skin of his wrist over his pulse: i want you, i want you, i want you.]
[stays still, unwilling to break the moment by moving, afraid to break it by speaking. his heart aches with how much he wants to kiss him back, reflected in the little tremors with every press of lips on skin.]
[it doesn't feel frantic or rushed--in fact he's slow and deliberate with every touch, as if they have all the time in the world. his tongue takes the time to thoroughly explore; he slots their hips together with satisfying pressure; every moment of skin touching skin is elongated, savored as much as each kiss]
[Lan Wangji lets him lead, lets him set the pace, just pulls them tighter together, increasign that delicious pressure, his mouth hot and open and yielding under Wei Wuxian's mouth. offering himself...]
[he takes what he's offered and no more; there is still an underlying hesitance to each action, each bit of movement giving Lan Wangji the chance to pull back or draw a line. if he doesn't Wei Wuxian keeps up his steady onslaught, kissing until their lips are bruised with it and the only air they can get is pulled from each other's lungs]
[Wei Wuxian can perhaps tell Lan Wangji's being careful not to drag him in, to pin him down or force anything in turn, but there's only greed for what he's offering, and no hesitation in taking it, returning it, until they're hot and dizzy and their hearts are pounding]
[even while they're both stumbling over one another with care, it doesn't take long for him to press himself into Lan Wangji further, further, tipping him back until he's on the floor with Wei Wuxian flat on top of him, hands pushing under his robes to feel skin and sucking bruises into his neck]
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[nearly reaches for a second seed, but then just...looks fully down into Wei Wuxian's face, into his eyes, the look in his own more than a little complex]
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I wish to stay.
But will not hold you.
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That's fine. Even this much is fine. I swear I wasn't expecting anything like that! This was just--me wanting to do something nice for you.
If you have other obligations I wouldn't keep you either. But...if you have nothing else to do...please stay.
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...
"Expecting"?
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. . .
[communication. come on. thickens his face enough to say it]
You said...you wouldn't hold me. But I really didn't have any other intentions asking you here! I wanted to treat you to some lotus seeds and that's all.
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Our earlier conversation.
If we speak of wanting. Always do.
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Me too. But I like this as well. I always like being with you.
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Yes.
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...I can't feed you like this, you know.
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[brings Wei Wuxian's hand to his mouth to kiss.]
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It wasn't a complaint! Take all the time you need.
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surges up to taste his lips in a fit of desire. he can't hold back when Lan Wangji looks at him like that]
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